Here's the thing. My mood is a fragile beast. Just getting it's sea legs back, so to speak. After being in total despair for months and months, it's starting to come up a little tinsy bit.
But life has normal ups and downs. And I'm too newly born to handle them. Being sad still touches that dark place even though I know it shouldn't. But it does. So I get sad, and then I REALLY get sad. Like I can't be a little sad. It's not in my make up at the moment.
Which is a very precarious place to be, since being sad is a part of life. I don't know how to avoid it. If anyone has a magic cloak that would deflect all that was troubling in life, let me know. We could make a mint, and I wouldn't have to worry about finding another job.
Until then I will try and tip toe around life, trying to stay on this high wire. Trying not to fall off to one side or the other. Trying to keep my courage.
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