Wednesday, January 23, 2008

What if?

What if I am just not able to be happy anymore?
What if I am never happy again?
What if the best times have already happened?
What if they aren't able to find medicines that work for me?

What will that look like?
What will that feel like?
What will be left of me if this takes much longer?

Who will still be standing at that point?
Who will be left in my cheering section?
Who will I be?

How will this change me?
How has this changed me?
How can this not change me?
How will I cope without a memory?
How will I handle the ongoing pain?
How am I going to handle the pain tomorrow, next week, next month?

What if?

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